girl geek*

accept what you are able to do and what you are not able to do

-tuesdays with morrie by mitch albom

nicki is a bum. a rocker bum. she is currently in the state of intoxication that is why she is referring to herself as the third person...all the time. and...nicki is late for class. geek girl is on the run again..

adrian is a total pig. no, pigs are sensitive and gentle creatures. he's vapor. pfft..pfft..see? can't see can't hear. he's vapor. ugh, i can't believe i actually trust losers like him. losers like him who drag their knuckles to the ground. it's the male testosterone responding to his ego swelling. in other words, 'tangina, ang feeling, feeling nya'...thank god for prozac and my 'mature-ness'. i should start wearing a bag over my head. i swear to god, i'd shove a pogo stick down his throat the moment i see him!!

*calms down*
breathes deeply...

anyway, i was counseling my brother at ym, and, being the older, mature sister, i'd advise him to lie low. sheesh, at least i didn't have to hear the constant bickering at home, all my mom's yelling and ranting. i didn't have to hear my brothers fighting over who gets the last piece of chicken nuggets, or who gets to watch tv or whatever. still, i miss home. sigh.

*shoots head*

why does life suck? is it because when you wake up in the morning, you have no other choice but to live life, all on your own?? this was probably my case. just a girl. being a bum. a really picky bum.or maybe just maybe, the things that you want to happen really just don't happen at all. sigh. the world had teeth, and it could bite you with them anytime it wanted. read this particular line on a stephen king novel...i probably will be an old maid for the rest of my life. gah. just call me 'shallow nic'...

i'm having the worst migraine ever. i woke up at 3 in the afternoon, my tummy grumbling. so why am i here in front of a pc instead of getting my brunch at the mall? simple. i am my own person. i can do whatever i want. and i want to starve myself. so there.

geek girl rules again.

back to school. bored. can only write paraphrases in a single nanosecond. still bored. will be bored. haven't found anything else to do. second sem. nursing subjects. not so very thrilling. i know i'm ranting. tralalalala...

btw, check this out, i may have discovered the next best thing to friendster!! hehe, my old site.. http://nickute.tripod.com/indexb.htm

toodles