Wednesday, February 11, 2004
''today i started off with a smile. eventually, as time flies, i began to scowl...''
hahah, lame intro. i don't even know what to write here anymore. ever since i've been stripped of a home, a family, a life, i try to live in solitude. and i am not exaggerating. call me a drama queen. oh, and i'm still currently working on 'girl geek's guide to surviving the pitfalls of lesbianism, *cough* all-girl school', however, i'm still deciding on whether i should expose certain truths. touche.
enough with my ranting. today, i was, obviously at school listening to my teachers drone on and on about the theory of relativity, in which i think was einstein's idea of turning our worlds upside down. he might as well have said it in greek. sociology 101, our professor made us sing songs that depict our personality. i'd rather read a book, go figure. she probably just wants to embarrass us, well, in my case, because the only time i came close to singing was in our dorm's shower, which can be pretty embarrassing because they all know that my towel's color is lavender...tsk, tsk..these common bathrooms. so there i was, in front of class, not reciting odin nor quoting spielberg, but rather, humming to myself. as these words by sting struck my mind like a bolt...i don't know, i guess i wasn't prepared to unveil my feelings to the world...
i have stood here before in the pouring rain
with the world turning circles running 'round my brain
i guess I always thought you could end this reign
but it's my destiny to be the king of pain
queen of pain...
so there.
hahah, lame intro. i don't even know what to write here anymore. ever since i've been stripped of a home, a family, a life, i try to live in solitude. and i am not exaggerating. call me a drama queen. oh, and i'm still currently working on 'girl geek's guide to surviving the pitfalls of lesbianism, *cough* all-girl school', however, i'm still deciding on whether i should expose certain truths. touche.
enough with my ranting. today, i was, obviously at school listening to my teachers drone on and on about the theory of relativity, in which i think was einstein's idea of turning our worlds upside down. he might as well have said it in greek. sociology 101, our professor made us sing songs that depict our personality. i'd rather read a book, go figure. she probably just wants to embarrass us, well, in my case, because the only time i came close to singing was in our dorm's shower, which can be pretty embarrassing because they all know that my towel's color is lavender...tsk, tsk..these common bathrooms. so there i was, in front of class, not reciting odin nor quoting spielberg, but rather, humming to myself. as these words by sting struck my mind like a bolt...i don't know, i guess i wasn't prepared to unveil my feelings to the world...
i have stood here before in the pouring rain
with the world turning circles running 'round my brain
i guess I always thought you could end this reign
but it's my destiny to be the king of pain
queen of pain...
so there.
