girl geek*

things to pack to l.a.

bikini
angus, thongs and full-frontal snogging
boots
ski boots
scarf
maroon5 cd
2 AA size batteries
cd player
ortho toothbrush
suitcase
sunblock

hehehehehe...

''today i started off with a smile. eventually, as time flies, i began to scowl...''

hahah, lame intro. i don't even know what to write here anymore. ever since i've been stripped of a home, a family, a life, i try to live in solitude. and i am not exaggerating. call me a drama queen. oh, and i'm still currently working on 'girl geek's guide to surviving the pitfalls of lesbianism, *cough* all-girl school', however, i'm still deciding on whether i should expose certain truths. touche.

enough with my ranting. today, i was, obviously at school listening to my teachers drone on and on about the theory of relativity, in which i think was einstein's idea of turning our worlds upside down. he might as well have said it in greek. sociology 101, our professor made us sing songs that depict our personality. i'd rather read a book, go figure. she probably just wants to embarrass us, well, in my case, because the only time i came close to singing was in our dorm's shower, which can be pretty embarrassing because they all know that my towel's color is lavender...tsk, tsk..these common bathrooms. so there i was, in front of class, not reciting odin nor quoting spielberg, but rather, humming to myself. as these words by sting struck my mind like a bolt...i don't know, i guess i wasn't prepared to unveil my feelings to the world...

i have stood here before in the pouring rain
with the world turning circles running 'round my brain
i guess I always thought you could end this reign
but it's my destiny to be the king of pain
queen of pain...

so there.

yay, no more midterms! girl geek is on the prowl again. wehehehe. friendster any one? *hits head with a chemistry book *

2004. new year, new life, new fad. new blog. i still haven't got anything to say. i think i have found my doppelganger, prowling on the internet, so to speak. hahahah. oh well, still the same. nothing new in particular :)

accept what you are able to do and what you are not able to do

-tuesdays with morrie by mitch albom

nicki is a bum. a rocker bum. she is currently in the state of intoxication that is why she is referring to herself as the third person...all the time. and...nicki is late for class. geek girl is on the run again..

adrian is a total pig. no, pigs are sensitive and gentle creatures. he's vapor. pfft..pfft..see? can't see can't hear. he's vapor. ugh, i can't believe i actually trust losers like him. losers like him who drag their knuckles to the ground. it's the male testosterone responding to his ego swelling. in other words, 'tangina, ang feeling, feeling nya'...thank god for prozac and my 'mature-ness'. i should start wearing a bag over my head. i swear to god, i'd shove a pogo stick down his throat the moment i see him!!

*calms down*
breathes deeply...

anyway, i was counseling my brother at ym, and, being the older, mature sister, i'd advise him to lie low. sheesh, at least i didn't have to hear the constant bickering at home, all my mom's yelling and ranting. i didn't have to hear my brothers fighting over who gets the last piece of chicken nuggets, or who gets to watch tv or whatever. still, i miss home. sigh.

*shoots head*

why does life suck? is it because when you wake up in the morning, you have no other choice but to live life, all on your own?? this was probably my case. just a girl. being a bum. a really picky bum.or maybe just maybe, the things that you want to happen really just don't happen at all. sigh. the world had teeth, and it could bite you with them anytime it wanted. read this particular line on a stephen king novel...i probably will be an old maid for the rest of my life. gah. just call me 'shallow nic'...

i'm having the worst migraine ever. i woke up at 3 in the afternoon, my tummy grumbling. so why am i here in front of a pc instead of getting my brunch at the mall? simple. i am my own person. i can do whatever i want. and i want to starve myself. so there.

geek girl rules again.